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Tuesday, February 3, 2009

ExaM FeveR again

Less than 2 weeks time , my second seasonal exam will be conduct sooon ... gosh , now i just realise that i have insufficient time to cover everything of the exam portion .. so worry bout it ..everyday burning the midnitez oil ...drinking tea n coffee....and trying the best to sit on the chair to study .... and bla bla bla ... i wonder is the effort enough to pass for my exam...TT .. .the stuff need to memorize , read through , understand is way too much ... sigh 

i even tried to sleep on the chair while studying during night time ... HOW ? why i keep on failing to b confident in the exam , so fear of fail?  but i dun have the inspiration to study, is it bcs i m in overseas? or it is bcs i m really not suitable for this course? still doubt .now i still searching the feel , the inspiration for study ...why i losing confident on myself? TT..... besides that, there is a lot of stuff to worry either ... my health , shifting out , the bike ......now a days , felt that asthma is coming bac  to me again after it was treated during my child time ....and bsides that i kinda tired recently .. duno y... .TT 
besides that , everyday for lunch n dinnner .... i will b keep on thinking what should i eat ... gosh i really sick of the food here ....now still keep on finding way to shift out .....and the stupid bike ...is really a lesson for me that never be so impulsive .....haihz ...everything remain unsolve ba ? anyway .. hope everything can be covered by the laugh or smile on my face :) 
smile ......

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