Finding bac myself ......

I think i kinda close to finding back myself now ......after several things happen on me today ....i start from whatever i think of ...1st of all , i really duno why is everyone keep on thinking of last minutes job n there is no leadership among my frens at all ... argh , one suggesting do this, another one suggest do that , bt guess wat , end up nobody do anything they suggest, and just by common sense that assume that something which might nt b correct.... ok , fine , i dun think anyone understand what the hell i m talking about ..... this is wat happened today , we are planning how is our accomodation after the beach party,and i make evyone sit on the table during lunch .. everything looks smoooth, until the part they start suggest, one suggest that staying in udupi ( a town further away from my campus ) shd b 10 km .... another one suggest that staying in manipal , which around my campus , hence i asked those whoever suggest pls go find out , but guess wat , only the one who suggest stay near campus did tat ... n another one who suggest staying udupi , not even give a shit on it ... lol .....n guess what , in the end , they were seperated into the senior apartment again , OMG ... tat's really sia sui our 1st year , hav to go susah orang again .. really duno y they wanna do the las minutes job ...n hav to depends on ppl .....tat's really clever of them .. haha ... haihz .. i think i betta jz go n lead them whenever i was involve .. they r mature enuf .. bt haihz ... jz i duno how to say , realy dun understand y is it so many unwanted attitude seen in the india.... even queue cutting ,favourism , bribe.... and watever... lol ... jz now i came bac late in hostel , i wondering why we hav to hav curfew , 1st of all , we are the one who stay in the hostel , we pay for everything , we should be able to come bac anytime we want .... wat d hell ... i really cant understand y we hav to pay extra money jz to come bac to ur room ... fuck that ... haihz ....know what , i think i gonna jz go shift out next year , once i got my room .....i really cant endure that .. lol.....anyway, i really sorry for those who i keep on forgetting their name .. gosh , i will try my best to remember everyone name from now on .... hahaha i try mybest .anyway , my las party before sessional is ended with a nt really happy ending.... kinda enjoy it though bt nt as fun as i imagine ... no buffet at all :( OMG now i jz realise that ther is ppl layer the hair or thinning the hair ....n i went ther .. their skill jz normal though .... nt really a pro yet , that's y i nt dare to allow them changing my hairstyle ... hehe ... OMG OMG OMG... i found that Levi's stuff here is cheap , rm100 for a jeans ... lol
anyway , really sorry for nt posting any photoes .