Lol ...

I really duno how to describe about the people here ...initially i was thought that some of my fren were really good in the badminton .. that's y my hope of winning this game has been lighten up, but anyway, when i go for the selection , i hav seen their true identity...lol ....no idea.. and duno what to say bout them ... i really hope they are better than me so that i can chick out during the competition , but now i hav to go for single and double .. which make me really nervous, i really scare that if i lost in the single match , all of them will despice on me , n some may disappointed wif that .. i really scare man ... i admit that i m not realy that good, but i willl try my best .. gosh .. now getting scare and feel like avoiding ... summore u knw wat , in manipal , there's only two badminton court, that's all .. hahaha ... one of them even under renovation .. i really duno what the indian thinking .. n even the badminton court, just open from 5 to 7 , what d hell is goin on ?how r the ppl goin to play badminton ther? lol .... especially training for the competition , i dun think we stand a chance to practise ther , as many ppl will b crowding ther n yet .. the court is meant for MIT not medical student... gosh ... help me ... hahaha i really scare .and i will lose bcs i didnt practise well .. hahaha ... no idea ... n i m chicked out .. somebody please help me .. oh ya.. and another hting ... i think most of the ppl here are already occupied by someone .... haha left me alone that r stil free n single .. omg .. hahahha sometimes kinda jealous of them .. but sometimes relieve that i m not one of them ... lol ... i hav no idea ... .. n yet ... i realise those TEMPE (orang tempatan ) kinda kia su ... haihz ...they start studying now n yet always go library.. haihz .....what d hell man , they know so much thing stil scare for the exam ... argh ... i stil lengan lengan .. duno how to start study yet :( help me help me help me ....