ComPlAin.....

haha .. another complain for today again ... gosh ...gosh gosh ... 一个人的行李..this song reminds me a lot of stuff man ... n let me feel lonely again .. haha... i really cant imagine that i went to penang alone n cant find any frens .. eventhough I m the one who insist to b alone ...the feel of being lonely is really suffering, when driving ,there is no one who talk with u . chit chat with u .. disturbing u .....especially when Jam ...damn it .. all i can do is jz facing the radio whole journey .. keep on changing the channel , there is nothing that please me thou.... is it bcs i cant stand bcoming lonely? have to be tough enough ..but i dont know i can ovacome that or not ...Where is my  true love? who is my true love? M i fated to be single whole life ? All i want is just find some true love but it seems like hard to get a true love from Malaysia ... can both of us withstand Long distant relationship? lol ... no idea ...everything is a question mark for me ba ....afta previous relationship, really dont know dare to have a long term relationship or either continue waiting for the India junior which seems to be condem? hopeless especially after the twinnning system for dentistry is available ... hahaha ... wilson u sux... =p this is what i can said ... just now went out supper or dinner with zen xern , jolin , xin cheer ...Besides different study region , course, the biggest different is that i m single and they are in relationship already... lol .... this make me feel more like a failure ba ....

haha love love love love love .....what is the feel of love i also not sure though

besides that , just now i went to Penang .. the traffic ther sux to the core and spoil my mood oso ... bcs of a car stop at the middle of penang bridge , end up  a damn long queue .... not only from go to penang , also when bac to bm ... lol both way oso .. so unlucky m i ...just now i pass through ferry terminal too , the penang one ...that time were just 4 something, but the queue is like long until the round about ther .. just imagine how jam is it ... why? is it ferry failure  ?lol no idea.. that time wasnt the balik rumah masa juga ... haihz 

World has change ..... 

Oh ya .. i just realise one thing ...after becoming single .. i have bcm more n more rich .. lol ..i can spend anything i wan ... buy anything i wish to ... lol .... especially the spawn n oso some other figure ... FINAL FANTAsy... now i have the money , but the stuff  i cant find it anymore ... TT

so sad la ...