MOOooooooody ?? bad mood or jz bcs bad luck ?

is it weird that when u feel happy , u will have a lot of stuff to tell people , but when u feel sad or down, duno why willl suddenly so so so hav nothing to talk about ..mayb is bcs once u tell d ppl , u will show that u r weak ?u r useless? or dey might boring after listen to it? or just wan to show them ur good aspect instead of weak one ? ... i really duno how ? how to expressr ur emo-ness to people while u really nid someone to care bout u?while scare once u told, thy wil feel like u r really weakling ?is it d best is keep inside own heart n forget it soon or later or by being drunk...argh. for now , try to write in this blog ba ....at least can b better a bit....lol.....against my motto , tell evything to someone , dun keep inside own heart, very suffering.. haha .....really weird...really thanks her for sacrifying heer time to accompanying me for so long n so many days .. really thanks thanks thanks thanks thanks n appreciate a lot , hope that she wont feel unhappy or bored when hanging out wif me .. haha , kinda hope that can continue like tis , but haihz ..manipal....study .......jz can come bac twice in a year :( vy sad thou....haihz ..today really a a a black day for me, besides duno how to fully utilize my hp , realisng the omnia a bit bit weird for me,bcs nt really good at handling it yet .. arhg,the worst thing is the GPS nid to do a lot lot complicated setting to fix it n use it ..damn ... others r stil good ... oh ya , omnia make my hand pain too, especially my" injured " thumb.....ish ........

Besides that , i went  to my dad office to fix webcam , to my surprise , afta spendign 2 hours ++=we stil fail  to find out the reason y webcam cant b use... gosh .. i really nvr fail for so long b4.. n yet jz bcs of wiring prob...one good in computer (me) n one good in wiring ( my dad) , we stil fail.. why ? no idea , den afta tat i suggest to get a new webcam ,hencce i went to ezone to get one ... i asked him tocheck for me once, but afta i came bac home n trying to install it ... it fail .. ...y y y ? kena my bro n dad zat pula haihz ... really nlucky .. ah damn it .. jz now i was trying to fix the remote control but fail too ... dun hav enuf accesories to fix it .....

besde that , just now i went to buy char keoy tiao wif duck egg one ...hav to wait for like 45-1 hours to pack them .. gosh .. how come so crowded.. ;( n much more la .. kinda frustrated n bad moood today  + being kacau by the little kids ... , but i really duno how to release it .. telling ppl ?or wat way else ? 

...TT