DilEmmma

It has been long time nvr blogging d ... now suddenly REblog due to a lot lot lot complain to go .... haihz .. first of all ...time past fast like hell now ... i wondering y is it the happy time usually past  faster than normal time.. since came bac from india, life has been wonderful, everyday eat slip play...hang out wif frens ... badminton , basketbal and much more ...i really hope the time will stop n thinking wanna prolong my holiday or not ...i really wish to prolong it, but i scare it will really affect my study as my study  in india wasnt as smoooth as the past and my exam is just one month away....and CNY is before my 2nd seasonal exam...mayb i m not capable of studying dentistry? dun have interest in it ? different environment? no idea..but the only thing i know is never give up ... n continue with it .... hope my decision is correct and good for my future ... Dilemma between Manipal n IMU really difficult... i do hope i can study in IMU , but the point is whether i can keep up with the IMU pace , study environmnet, cope with the pressure? i have to be top 20 in order to further my study in AuS ... not only be top 20, also have to reach the Aus requirement ...if fail , u wil have to trap in malaysia and might b only work for malaysia n not recognize worldwidely..However with my performance in india now , i think i will be last in IMU ...haihz .. Wilson wilson ... wake up wake up n go ahead for india dentistry ba... u r suit with it d ...eventhough india life really not suitable for me ..... haha .....Wilson u r fated to suffer now ...

Another thing to worry is might b single whole life ? haha , really funny when mention tat .. but i dunwan to be single whole life ....grrr......i wondering is there any chance that my junior will hav  female? lol ... seems like no more chance as the twinning programme for dentistry is out and india having a lot terrorist problem yet... haihz ..Far distance relationship? that one is it really work for everyone? haihz ... eventhough think of having it .. but i wonder is there any chance yet? no more ba , since more n more ppl r occupy? lol ..argh just crappng .... wilson u r fated to b single ba ...no idea la ... really scare ...Sometimes i felt that human r weird, when they have another half  , they will jealous those single bcs they have lots freedom ...but when u r single , u will be craving or desperate for love... haha .....to be frank, now i kinda think of having another half , to have someone to care bout u , sharing ur stuff, happiness or sadness , accompany u go out and shopping and bla bla bla ... of cuz , this cant be rush since kinda hard to find a perfect person .... actually , i oso cant differentiate or duno what is the feel of Loving a person? everytime miss her ? thinking of her? waiting her sms ? hang out wif her ? chatting with her? sharing the thought with her? caring her? lol ...but sometimes , there are some frens who will do those , including guy frens ... lol .. is that consider love ? hell no... should be consider as frenship? so what exactly is love ?so comfusing .. anyway , dun think of love , i dun think i can find people who love me eventhough i love her...hahaha .....bla bla bla ....crapz crapz crapz ....not understand what i m talking about ....

OMG ...start from tis week, i was bugging by my sister son .. OMG he really a monster but is a cute one .. haha ..... he is playful ,very stern ,assertive , firm with what he wan ...(keras kepala) ..n oso very kepo---busy body ... whatever stuff oso wanna know .. when he wan something, he wil keep on repeating until u fed up or frustrated and give him what he wan ... lol ... is really funny htough...but the weird thing is .. i stil not understand y he suddenly fond of me, last time he used to hate me a lot .. haha ...cuz i keep on bullying him....but now he is the one who bully me ... haihz ....

Afta the trip to kl ,i realised i m really outdated liao lo .... d wearing and everything .. haihz .. stil having one dillema ... i really love adicolor a lot lot lot lot .. but i stil thinking wanna get it or nt? if i get it would b a waste since i hav another nike sneaker which i bought few month before...argh n yet i nt really wear it when i m in india... haihz ..who can help me?  TT 

conclusion is .. i think i m really a failure ba ... haihz