2nD day in india ...

For the first day in india, i was managed to attend class in time eventhough my HP alarm wasnt functioning. .. i wondering why ..even today ....maybe there is some setting problem .. however , for the first day, to my surprise, there was only 20% ++ students attend the class.. oh gosh .. i wonder why i should come bac so early , if not i will stay at home ,enjoying my extended holiday .. the class not even teach officially , some of the lecture is revision class and Dental anatomy classs was canceled ....Sigh , anyway , if i extended my holiday i would felt guilty either, maybe this is the malaysia KIA SU attitude ... .i was really not in mood for studying n attending the class, some thing was bothering my mind whole day :( wasnt in good mood for the whole day... especially my MSN is not functioning , i wondering why ... Tat's y hoping skype hav ppl to let me chit chat ...i was waiting for my parents to online yesterday , but fail to meet them .. As usual , in the evening, i Solo to the Basketbal court , hoping to play basketbal.. but it was occupied... both courts ..end up , i jz can go back my hostel sadly.......However, luckily i managed to play basketbal at night , from 1030 -12 pm ... felt i m a maniac right, play in the middle of night ? anyway , i did felt a little bit bit bit better afta playing the basketbal ...now i just realised one stuff ....if u cant get what u waiting for, u will be very down for sure ... TT

for today ,nothing much as usual... but during breakfast time , i took a cheese n egg bun .. OMG since when i m so haevy eating.. maybe is bcs JET Flight--- means times different... lol, this is what i learnt frm my classmate....

oh ya, what's make me more sad is undecisive for my meals .. ( lunch n dinner ) it's really headache when thinking of that especially when ur mood is not really good thou .... i know is sounds stupid , but argh , i jz duno what to eat ...for the past few days in india, i cant manage to finish my foood ...the food i taste disgust me , dun like it though .. tasteless...india really make me sick .... 

jz now evening, i went to try for basketbal again ... end up i fail to play it ...i m thinking , is it bcs my frens circle is too small? or either i m really bad until nobody likes me ? or i bad at communicate? or i m really annoying? which one is my characteristic..... all i wish to find some frens that share the same interest n oso can be mix up often ... but until now . i still cant get one in india....y? is it a form of punishment from GOD  for what i did in the past .... but what i did in the past? no idea thou .. .....sometimes really feel that my life really kinda empty .. but what to do ... this is the life of a dentist ba ....can i change the life of dentist to be interesting ?how how ?