QueSTions???

this is the third day i have been to class, but yet i hardly manage to pay attention in the classs n oso trying to revise in my room ... lol... is no revise at all... i nid to quit away all this bad stuff b4 i really die in exam again ....during tooth carving practical class today , some of us were completely fed up or frustrated with the marks we obtained for the toooth we carved during exam...most of us get 3 or 4 out of 10 !!! can u believe this ? i gt 4/10 , and the worst is celina .. she jz got 3/10..what on earth is that . she is consider one of the best carver in our class ...HOW THE head of Department JUDGE OUR carving? WTH,to our surprise , those who sux at carving obtain better marks than us ...as far as i know , one of my table member get 5/10 , which she supposed to be in the 1 or 2 marks category....even my ex-table teacher surprise with the marks ....OUCH .. my heart once again being hurt by the fucking college.... is it bcs of rasicm or FOREIGNERISM?or favourism appeared in this department n college? Why ther must be favourism ,can't we be treated equally? we are both human , but i just different in the skin color , race , nationality....anyway , i have accustom to it since i was small.... Besides that, NEW YEAR start  , n i have a NEW table teacher .. omg ...our ex table teacher which good at carving is no longer in our table ... how ? how r we goin to survive in MOLAR tooth? ......Sigh .... to my surprise , even Head of department , Sunita is in our class....fuck off la..... haihz .......

Today is the third attempt to the basketbal sololy .... n i swear i dun wan go anymore in the evening unless i were told to go.....i really cant believe that the third time i went to the basketball, it was occupy by selfish ppl .... i wondering why cant we just share n play together instead of playing themself only ...this is the third time i met the same people occupied the baskebal court..thru this i can deduce that most of the medic field student are 自私 no matter is INDIAN TEMPE or Malaysian...tat time i really wish i hav a gang of frens so that we can CRASH them.. y cant i find someone which share almost all the same interest in my course?sigh...i was really damn sad n depress that's y i nid to go basketbal to release it ....the only time i can forget the any feeling and anyone is during basketball. Dentistry n Manipal sux ...Wilson sux ... 

Once i bac to india , my HP can rest more than me ......lol .. no longer having sms or calls .....is it a good sign or showing i m being isolated ? sigh .. wanna update myself with someone else oso fail ....what a pathetic life now ....anyway ... really wish my life can go smoothly ..n dun hope the almost similar scene from the song-silent  from Jay , occur in my life .....LIFe goes on......