New Year New Life?

Recently a bit addicted to blogging again , i wondering is it because i m goin to 'dead' soon? be pessimistic lol ... let's review n  c what i have done for las few days. First of all , the day before i went to genting , i had done the greatest mistake ever, that is dated someone for movie, but end up failed ...just get to watch the 2nd half part.. Is my fault though, but the one who caused my fault is bcs of the MAS office.. As usual , i like to estimate , and all i estimation was fail for that day .. first of all , i thougth the plan was meet her at 2 and then go to settle air ticket n go for movie .. but end up , bcs there is some changes , so danny n I were decided to settle the air ticket stuff n den meet her .. to my surprise,  there was slightly jam in the ferry ....just a little bit jam , but cause a lot of difficulty.. i was nt realy eager to ask danny jz to acc me til penang port n ask him bac . hence i asked him to place me in the MAs office n then go to gurney .... gosh ... .to my surprise , i estimated to finish the MAS stuff within half an hour  , bt end up .. i jz managed to finish it in 2 hours ... 1st of all , this is bcs the slowness of the stuff , and also the egoness of the manager? first,jz wondering, there r only 5 or 6 customer , but i wondering why i have to wait for roughly 2 hours to get my turn? eventhough they jz open 2 counter out of 10 , but yet , that wasnt the reason... i wondering why.. 2nd , i went to apply the extra weight from the MAS ,but y i cant go to meet the manager , instead have to ask the secretary to meet ... he is free thou, but y i cant meet? is it weird ....and much stuff to say yet .. jz kinda lazy now .... 

and bcs of that , i let her to wait for an hour ++ ... and jz managed to watch half of the movie ... reallly sorry , i really duno how to mend tis mistake.... but i make sure that i wont repeat it next time ..i knw that tis is the worst thing ever for a guy to treat a gal like tis .... :( other than that , tat day was smoooth until we were rush for the bus .. haha .... bcs we were not really sure for the location ....lol, is my fault thou cuz didnt manage to understand everything well .. all just depends on her ... ouch .....n i were con by the quiksilver bcs i thought that if i bought the perfume and some stuff , which is over rm200 , i will have a rm50 voucher ... but tis is nt true :( so sad ..

From what i realise is , who is my true frens , which one is not .. those who really willing to help u, accompany u and everything, is ur true frens ...frenship is one of the most important part in the life ...danny, ccb , hw , ks , sf ,cj and much more.. i knew them since las year, n sum even longer than a years... but what i feel is the warmth of the frenship ..

For the genting trip stuff , i have experience something good n oso something bad ?lol .. i have no idea with it , but have to clarify with it .... the bad things that i realise is i have not prepare enough for traveling ...such as medicine , waters....maybe those stuff i used to rely on others n yet i have not learn enough of medic knowledge? i should have prepare some medicine when go to such places, such as sth that can treat nauseaness, vomit and some other basic medicine ... so that wont panick striken when sth happen ...learnt an expereince ...aikz .....once happened , will never repeat again ..anyway , before tat were kinda enjoy playing those outdoor stuff..... 

everything gone well until afta sing K? aikz ,maybe i have done or said sth wrong or whatever, then after tat , felt much strange stuffs happenned or maybe just d illusion or brain is out of function...hope to clarify it soon....and i even felt like dying at nitez, maybe bcs i didnt get enough of caffein to energize myself .n hence i went to starbuck .. to my suprise, while waiting for the starbuck drinks ...i was asleep.. i thought of sitting on sofa while waiting for the drinks to arrrive , however ,the guy saw i was sliping n hence let me slept...thank god, jun qian called me , if not i wondering i will slip for how long? n bla bla bla... thanks for acc me for passing the new year countdown too, really apppreciate it lots lots lots lots :) n ccb , realy sorry didnt acc u celebrate new year count down .... guys .. i really thanks for the dinner just now .... i know i bit bit selfish n stubborn , but i just wanna c u guys one las time b4 i leave to india ...is my bad ... but really thanks for that ... ... continue after tomolo ...kinda emo again .. 

Time for me to emo again ..MOM , dad , bro , sister , my frens .....i really dun wanna go to india n study... i really dunno why, maybe i dun like the environment there and i dun like the study system ther ... but how ? what i should do? change course? change place or continue to study with it ... who can advise me ? seriously usually i dont have such feeling of escaping from studying and such sad , but everytime when thinking of leaving to india study, i will start emo again ... i really hope that i can be happy n chill of goin to study in overseas , but seems like fail for me .. :( how? what i can do now , is just using the time wisely..... n reduce my sleepness in malaysia ba ...sigh , i dun think anyone will understand this feeling ba ... .

n still have some personal emo stuff...way obstruction to go before leave malaysia .... 

lol ... 

anyway, no idea n clueless ... :) nitez n hope new year have new solutions .... haha ...