...a new life has come , INdia ....

sigh ... hopefully this is the las few blog that will be thinking pessimistic....gosh ....i have been emo or depress days before i fly ..seriously i wondering why i still cant accept the fact that i m goin to india study again.. just 7 months, can i endure it? i really have to be tough since i have chosen the road..but however, goin bac to india seems like goin bac to hell for me.. TT , i really heavy hearted to leave important things in malaysia...i have done whatever i planned to do, but i still left some stuff undone or maybe fail to do it  ?i have to be patient, endure and do it...hope i can do it .... Night before i leave, i was really damn emo , depress especially when listen to the sad songs n .....however , i fail to stay up late bcs i was really tired? lack of slipness recently . i really hate myself that why i cant stay up whole night, watching anime while waiting.....on the other day, i woke up at 7sth n den slept bac due to  no moood to do anything...although i plan to have breakfast ... bt luckily my mom bought it for me , the white color wan tan mee... the traditional wan tan mee in BM...n then me n my bro bz doing the final packing stuff n oso get the PRE ang pow from my K-mom... gosh , this make me more reluctant to leave ,since whole holiday i came bac , i just meet her once ... that's NOT enough ... TT .....for the lunch , my bro n i were went to hav DUCK porridge , damn nice !! two of us ate half of duck n i oso ate the neck : p .... yam yam , when think of it, really happy .....OPs ... tat was almost time to go Penang , after bath , we rush to pacific for  a while , to buy fifa 09 n oso find my OMNIA casing ..wtf ...why i search whole PG stil cant get one ... .:( maybe i really fated to be unlucky ba ....haihz ....to my grieveness n sadnes...i went to QB for 10 mins only ...i really reluctant to leave PG .....ppl, places, food that make me really reluctant to fly away ......i felt like escaping from the airport :( haihz ... anyway , i really have to thanks to Sf n alison for coming sending me flight ...at least there r 2 ppl tat send me flight ....n my bro .....WHY i so fear to take picture with my bro , parents before i leave ?shy ... why?n oso hoping someone to send me bt fail to ask ?argh , i keep on think of doing it , but jz shy to say out .... TT ... WILSON = USELESS ......maybe........haihz .... dota can remake , but life ? can remake?  no way ....

maybe i m unlucky ba for that days .... lol , people say new year will have good luck , but me, new year have bad luck....lol ....chill chilll ......whole flight journey was safe though.....n duno la ... was really down ....no way to let me express it .... 

once i reach INdia , i jz realise i didnt hav my air tel SIM card n oso my network cable ......cant online n oso cant use HP ... omG ..... what on earth is tat ... luckily i manage to solve one of them n get to online ,another HP hav to wait for tml to try for my luck to duplicate the new sim card d .... to my surprise , there are china ppl who work here ... jz now was playing basketbal with them eventhough really tired .....i jz wanna find way to release my EMOTION ... TT 

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spent whole aftanoon to tidy up n unload my stuff .... 

90% done now ...