Smoke ,ciggarette ....what the fun of having it? why is it many ppl using it .. is it just because of acting cool or just smoke for the sake of smoke? i have no idea .....lol... sat night was boring n duno how to describe it.. suddenly miss CHINESE > MANDARIN very much .... lol, maybe is because i less using mandarin .. i not even can talk in my class , no one will understand about it ...i duno y ... sometimes i really being emo in here , duno y ....today i was planning to be drunk or even throw out , but nah ...fail again .... cause everyone was tired n no mood to go ...so do I , i nt really like the clubs here .... haihz .. i miss those bac home but not here .....actually sometimes i reallly don't know how ppl organize stuff .... like today... one of my fren actually plan for the birthday celebration , but guess wat .... end up ... i m the one who is doing all the stuff ..set up n oso think of how to do it ... she jz give idea.. end up i have to do it without telling me anything ... so irresponsible .... maybe i get used to hav everything in fast pace ? lol ... no idea ........anyway ....today is not my day , hoping for tomolo room party .... cheeese , chocolate , wine ..... n watever la ...tat's all for tonitez .... really cant bother bout the unfairness or either suffering life here ba .....jz trying to be myself back ... i thought myself was back , but actually not .... lol .. sorry for emo-ing in blog ... Y is it everyone can complain stuff to me ... but i cant complain to them ? no idea ....lol ... thinking of having private internet connection ,but will see how when everyone is bac ..
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